Life is harder than I supposed. Its cruel, Cruel than anything you can imagine. This is almost the end for me. All dreams crushed, All family dead, All friends disappeared and now All hopes are dying or almost dead. I don't think so, I'm absolutely sure that being a young man is a crime. Lived alone from the birth to just right now, Playing alone, No friends, No Education, No alive parents. Being a young man is a crime because you fell in love with someone and then she dies because of unknown reasons. I must go, It is too late for me. Sorry guys, I recently became a dangerous crazy person. Yeah, reading this stuff is fun for people around me. Idk if you understood or no, just thank your god that you are not same as me.